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The “Super Secrets” of Fanatics, intellectuals spare us your atheistic morality

I went to a movie called Article 370. In a scene, the actress passionately read out the dialogue that “the problem is of politics and money.” No ma’am/sir, the problem is of religious domination. Money and politics are subsets of the main problem. Till you are even capable and bold enough to address the actual problem, you won’t be solving anything. You are applying blam to the knee for the fractured skull. Let me explain this specifically to people like you. Please spare us the pseudo-morality.

What do these religious texts (Bible, Quran, Scientology, Geeta, to name a few) have in common?

  • They have read their respective text several times.
  • They create extended, if not different, meanings and interpretations every time they iterate the process.
  • Every time they read it, they feel there are still more secrets to be discovered.
  • They believe that they will reach a secret that was left undiscovered by several generations and millions of readers before them.
  • They find a higher calling and purpose of life in these texts.
  • Over time, these texts fry the mind enough that people tend to find quantum physics embedded in these texts.
  • It also gives a sense of superiority, grouping and distinction.
  • Rarely, some of the humans do have a spiritual epiphany. Some will have it, most will have a psychological breakdown.

The human mind can not be contained, and when one book becomes a source of authority over the human mind, it leaves the human mind impaired. Finally, a person feels that the divine wisdom that one receives must be delivered to the world. Some are ready to listen, but most are not. Others have their own beliefs.

“How could the surrounding inferior minds possess different views, and how dare they claim they could reach my level of realisation? They must be shown the truth and light.”  These views lead to missionary organisations.

The Geeta was not able to inspire the person it was intended for, Arjuna. How could you understand the Geeta, when Arjuna, who received the knowledge first-hand, did not believe in it? Krishna was forced to use his supernatural abilities and showed his celestial form to force Arjuna to abide by his plan.

Any organisation offering heaven, god, infinity, alien heaven, immortality, monetary support, etc., for your support and belief is a cult of fanatics. If the reward does not inspire you, then they try the tactic of fear on you. Heaven offers different packages and treats, but hell is always a punishing pit of torture.

Real God is like air and water available to all and everywhere. If someone is offering something special that is available nowhere else. It is a fraud. The only son of God, the last prophet, the selected one, a group of the selected one, all of these titles of exclusivity are used by grand con schemes.

If you join these organisations, you are dedicating your life to a “higher cause.” You will be discouraged by questions, and even if the questioning is allowed, it will be bounded by a certain frame set. The biggest way to find a person of such affiliation is often the greetings and departing salutations. You say hi or bye, and they reply with “Hail Mary”, “Namakharam”, “Jai Guru Dev”, etcetera. These salutations are not linguistically inherited; rather, people either pick them up or people are constantly corrected to do so.

All religions are cults posing as culture. I say it because there is always a barrier between humans and god and that barrier is crossed by faith, love and devotion only. There is no finite time and specific method to get to god. They want you to spread their mission. There will be a day when there will be no more empty minds to follow the empty sermons, and on that day, the cults will collide. My imaginary friend is better than your imaginary friends.

One day in the Islamic world, a man spat in the air and said I am spitting at Allah. He was mob lynched. Neither the spit reached Allah, nor anybody was sure that Allah resided in the direction where the spit was going. The revenge of Allah is taken by humans who have never encountered Allah. When a belief becomes so firm, it will always lead to suicide bombers. These are the super missionaries. “You shall cease to exist if you do not believe in my way. We will wait to get our rewards in heaven, but you must go to hell now.”

Now coming back to politics. The politics of humans is petty. The politics of the spiritual world is vile, wide and continual. The world of humans is a playground for them. We are to them like cattle is to us. We are given just enough knowledge to know the curated story. We are fed so that we can fight their mission. Miracle for one, serves as inspiration to millions, and millions await their pain to be reduced. Instead, they become tools of God and their messengers.

An atheist and I are stable enough not to die for a god, but the person who wants to kill us for his god is right outside our door. What will you do then? When a mob forms, it is made up of a uniting ideology, or there is a segregating identity of intended victims. Yes, there is money, political support and even divine inspiration involved.

Don’t underestimate the reach of fanaticism and spiritual politics either. It “inspires” doctors, engineers and scientists. The tools and knowledge of years enable these highly functional individuals to plan better to serve the higher cause.

Let me clarify a few things. In my understanding, the Gods and other entities are as real as any human being is. Their intentions and their identity help me to understand who they are. If you don’t believe in the domain of god and you want to direct the actual issue towards “money and politics” for your greater sense of morality and secularism, then one day you or your lineage shall pay for your ignorance. Fanaticism is rampant these days, and it is even socially enabled where overly accepting people are present. Grooming gangs are “part and parcel of modern society.”

I do not wish to live in a society where I could be harmed because of some “higher goal.” I have the right to exist, and no god, belief, community or law have precedence over my life.

Where it began…

Around fourteen years ago (being written on Feb 5, 2024), I felt an extreme dispassion and disgust towards life. I also felt an urge to study Jyotish (Indian astronomy and astrology) and Tantra (Indian Occult). In the first two years, it could easily have been diagnosed as something psychological if not a psychiatric disorder.

I never imagined that I was headed towards a very different journey. The first four years were excruciating. These included tenancies of self-harm and a lack of feeling of self-worth, and one day, suddenly, everything was bright again. Over time, layers of depth opened up. The most significant event was a particular night. It was 11:15 PM on Dec 28, 2015. Kundalini flowed through me. It is a once-in-a-lifetime experience, like having your first orgasm, which came as a surprise.

Let me explain what Kundalini is and what it feels like. Unlike how others mention it, the Kundalini does not feel pleasurable. It feels like something external is taking control of your body. It’s chaotic, powerful and wild. It also does not feel like possession; you are in control. It is something like a fireman handling a firehose, but it is inside your body. It is intentionless and propertyless energy. Just like orgasm, it is not the same the second time. You expect it. Some people find out about it somehow and then plan for it, but again, it’s not the same when you know about it. It’s just different when you do not expect it. It was so feral and overwhelming that I had to get help from experts to contain it. I will explain more about it in the coming time, but I can say that it leaves you with a wonder that there is something that you could have died without experiencing, and other people don’t even have a clue of its existence.

It doesn’t bring you anything good in the beginning, but it can make bad things happen initially. It’s like giving a knife to a toddler. Over time, it becomes approachable and accessible by understanding, but you surely will get a few cuts while trying to understand it. It is the reason why people look for a Guru. A capable Guru is very well needed for it too, but give up the idea that you will find a Guru. You need a type of Guru that is only for you. You need a Guru who is like a dedicated parent. A Guru with a “world view” and with multiple disciples will cause hindrance in your progress, if not serve as an impediment. You can damage yourself along the way, where you will have no chance to recover, and it can even harm you for a lifetimes, not just this life. Seeing my initial four years made me so desperate that I just wanted an escape, and the Kundalini could only serve well with such a person. Kundalini came to me like that only. Kundalini made me too desperate, and then came in. A Guru must place you before his existence, then only can one help another when Kundalini is considered. Once Kundalini comes in, one can no longer be an atheist, unless of course, one considers oneself psychologically unstable.

Another type of entity that can help you on this path is one that constantly tells you not to go further. Kundalini is a brake-less car on a frictionless surface. Once it goes, no one can stop it, even handling the direction is hard. You need someone to constantly remind you, DO NOT ACCELERATE. It’s the only thing needed from such an entity.

After some time, slowly but surely, you will have Siddhis. Now there is this idea that Siddhis are something that constitutes supernatural or paranormal abilities. I will not deny that claim, but Siddhis could even give you something small yet elegant, like beautiful handwriting or an astute perception and attraction towards beauty. It can make you feel content and happy. Let me explain this a bit. You have life energy flowing in you, which is why you are alive. If it stops, it causes Samadhi, silence, death or coma-like states. If it flows subtly, it can cause love, beauty, cunning or similar states. If it flows forcibly, it can cause damage or a change in your body. These things are very dynamic and can not be measured. Kundalini is a way you can voluntarily change your existence. It is also to be remembered that one can not have everything; a slim person can not be a fat person. Choices, alignments and sacrifices are to be made. Generally, people do a lot of preparation towards Siddhis and use them for their needs. There is nothing bad about these. There are actions and consequences. All these people who say that you do not need Siddhis, well, such people either never have been in a scenario of need or have been forcibly castrated out of desire. Siddhis help you to make your life easy and beautiful. These help you in certain ways, so you can spend time on other things of value.

After Siddhis comes an understanding of what is around us. I will need several hours to explain it, but here I will explain it briefly. It is a realisation that I am not alone. A child is born and is brought up as if he were the king of the world. He is pampered, and a single drop of tear is handled like something very serious has happened. Similar exclusivity is felt in the initial phases of Sadhna. You are curious, exploring, free and pampered, but over time, you have to realise that there are several like you. Everyone has their intentions. Some are minding their own business, some are enjoying their journey, some are good and helpful, and a very big part of these relationships is transactional. You do this for me, and I will do this for you. It is all natural. Scientifically, there are four main symbiotic relationships: mutualism, commensalism, parasitism, and competition. Both benefit one another; one is benefited, and another has no impact, one is benefited, and another is harmed, and both are competing. You are not alone, and you are not the only type of being. You have to find your place in this world. If you go into a dark alley, you can get robbed, kidnapped or killed, or nothing could happen. It all depends on the area you are exploring. Making the right decisions that all we have to learn.

In my life, the first step was depression, the second one was Kundalini, the third one was Siddhis, the fourth one was understanding of surroundings, and the fifth one was the realisation of the goal. See, people have their ideals and gods. People think that Jesus, Krishna, Buddha or other entities of their preference are the epitome of life. See, once upon a time, we all used to think that our caretakers were the most powerful beings in the world. Over time, we grew out of this feeling. Similarly, if we explore a bit more, these perceptions about these epitomes might change. We live in a very unstable world, so I will choose my words wisely. God is something beyond one’s perception and certainly is powerful. Let’s say somehow we were able to bring God into some form of measurement, then we could realise something more about God. So in my measurement, all these entities sitting on their mountains came into the resolution of my measurements. This is my personal opinion that these entities are not the epitome for me. Even Gods are not that fantastic, once one can see their expanse. I will not shove this thought down your throats, but once we can see past the horizon, the perception changes. They will always remain excellent, powerful and maybe respectable too, but they might not be infinite, omnipotent and omnipresent any more.

My goal is exclusive to my existence and depends upon the current understanding which came out of my explorations. This is not your goal. In my life, I outgrew my clothes multiple times. Similarly, I outgrew my ideals and Gods along the way. I am walking towards my goal, and that’s it.