The “Super Secrets” of Fanatics, intellectuals spare us your atheistic morality

I went to a movie called article 370. In a scene the actress passionately read out the dialogue that “the problem is of politics and money.” No ma’am/sir the problem is of religious domination. Money and politics are subsets of the main problem. Till you are even capable and bold enough to address the actual problem, you won’t be solving anything. You are applying blam to knee for the fractured skull. Let me explain this specifically to people like you. Please spare us the pseudo-morality.

What do these religious text (Bible, Quran, Scientology, Geeta to name a few) obsessed readers have something in common?

They have read their respective text several times.
They create extended if not different meanings and interpretations every time they iterate the process.
Every time they read it, they feel there is still more secrets to be discovered.
They believe that they will reach a secret that was left undiscovered by several generations and millions of readers before them.
They find a higher calling and purpose of life in these texts.
Over time, these texts fry the mind enough that people tend to find quantum physics embedded in these texts.
It also gives a sense of supiriority, grouping and distinction.
Rarely, some of the humans do have a spiritual epiphany. Some will have it, most will have a psychological breakdown.

The human mind can not be contained and when one book becomes a source of authority over the human mind, it leaves the human mind impaired. Finally, a person feels that the divine wisdom that one receives must be delivered to the world. Some are ready to listen but most are not. Others have their own beliefs.

“How could the surrounding inferior minds possess different views and how dare they claim they could reach my level of realisation? They must be shown the truth and light.” These views leads to missionary organisations.

The Geeta was not able to inspire the person it was intended for, Arjuna. How could you understand the Geeta, when Arjuna who received the knowledge first hand did not believe in it? Krishna was forced to use his supernatural abilities and showed his celestial form to force Arjuna to abide by his plan.

Any organisation offering heaven, god, infinity, alien heaven, immortality, monetary support, etcetera for your support and belief is a cult of fanatics. If the reward does not inspire you then they try the tactic of fear on you. Heaven offers different packages and treats but hell is always a punishing pit of torture.

Real God is like air and water available to all and everywhere. If someone is offering something special that is available no where else. It is a fraud. The only son of God, the last prophet, the selected one, a group of the selected one, all of these titles of exclusivity are used by grand con schemes.

If you join these organisations, you are dedicating your life to a “higher cause.” You will be discouraged by questions and even if the questioning is allowed, it will be bounded by a certain frame set. The biggest way to find a person of such affiliation is often the greetings and departing salutations. You say hi or bye and they reply with “Hail Mary”, “Namakharam”, “Jai Guru Dev”, etcetera. These salutations are not linguistically inherited rather people either pick them up or people are constantly corrected to do so.

All religions are cults posing as culture. I say it because there is always a barrier between humans and god and that barrier is crossed by faith, love and devotion only. There is no finite time and specific method to get to god. They want you to spread their mission. There will be a day when there will be no more empty minds to follow the empty sermons and on that day the cults will collide. My imaginary friend is better than your imaginary friends.

One day in the Islamic world, a man spat in the air and said I am spitting at Allah. He was mob lynched. Neither the spit reached Allah nor anybody was sure that Allah resided in the direction where the spit was going. The revenge of Allah is taken by humans who have never encountered Allah. When a belief becomes so firm, it will always lead to suicide bombers. These are the super missionaries. “You shall seize to exist, if you do not believe in my way. We will wait to get our rewards in heaven but you must go to hell now.”

Now coming back to politics. The politics of humans is petty. The politics of the spiritual world is vile, wide and continual. The world of humans is a playground for them. We are to them like cattle is to us. We are given just enough knowledge to know the curated story. We are fed so that we could fight their mission. Miracle for one, serve inspiration to millions and millions await their pain to be reduced. Instead they become tools to God and their messengers.

An atheist and I are stable enough to not die for a god but the person who wants to kill us for his god is right outside our door. What will you do then? When a mob forms, it is made up of a uniting ideology or there is an segregating identity of intended victims. Yes, there is money, political support and even divine inspiration involved.

Don’t underestimate reach of fanaticism and spiritual politics either. It “inspires” doctors, engineers and scientists. The tools and knowledge of years enable these highly functional individuals to plan better to serve the higher cause.

Let me clarify a few things. In my understanding, the Gods and other entities are as real as any human being is. Their intentions and their identity help me to understand who they are. If you don’t believe in the domain of god and you want to direct the actual issue towards “money and politics” for your greater sense of morality and secularism then one day you or your lineage shall pay for your ignorance. Fanaticism is rampant these days, it is even socially enabled where overly accepting people are present. Grooming gangs are “part and parcel of modern society.”

I do not wish to live in a society where I could be harmed because of some “higher goal.” I have the right to exist and no god, belief, community or law have precedence over my life.

Nature of knowledge of Vedas and why Vedas can not be read

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The knowledge in Vedas is called Aapurusheya. This word translates as non-human origin. Even if we go into deeper distinction, the knowledge of Vedas is given no source to it. Yet every section of Vedas is attributed to a Rishi. Osho pointed this out in one of his discourses. How could knowledge given by a Rishi have been called without origin?

There is no source to Vedas but multiple deities are associated with Vedas. Vishnu’s, Hayagiva and Varaha avatar are the protector of Vedas from demons. Vishnu’s Matsya avatar saved Vedas from a celestial catastrophic event. God Brahma is supposed to have all of the four Vedas in his four hands. So does his wife Saraswati. Brhama’s wife’s extension Gayatri is called to be the very manifestation of Vedas. Now, none of these deities are associated with the origin of Vedas. They are personifications, saviours, rescuers or holders of Vedas but none of them are the origin of Vedas.

Rishis who are titled to be discoverers of Vedas, themselves do not claim to be the origin. They just discovered what existed. Just like Einstein discovered Relativity, he did not make Relativity. Relativity always existed. Similarly, Rishis are discoverers of Vedas, not the origin.

Knowledge could have multiple origins. Some knowledge is just mutually agreed upon. The whole community of English speakers with good colour perception will consider a spectrum of colour as Red. This is the way any language works. Some knowledge makes sense mathematically and regardless of the language, people of understanding will reach the same conclusion. Two plus two is four, in every language. Some knowledge comes from working on things and discovering more about them, like how science proceeds. Some knowledge is intrinsic, no one teaches a bird how to fly. So there are multiple types of Knowledge.

I will personally consider Veidic knowledge as an intrinsic understanding of Nature. A normal human has two eyes. Now this is a fact but why? Physiological science will answer this question by explaining from a basic understanding of the body to a deeper understanding of DNA These are the answers to the how. The why part of this understanding deals with multiple aspects like philosophy, physiology and theology. If someone perceives Vedas correctly, the how and the why part of the question about the existence of eyes will be available to the person without any search and experimentation like we do in the field of science.

Vedas is not magic that a person will just know things. In science we need to work on things and spend time in observation, similarly, Vedas have different approaches. Many Rishis were never classed as humans either. They existed since the origin of Brhamanda. Their spirits manifest with different names and different bodies but these souls are timeless. In each cycle of time, they are again supposed to restore the knowledge which has been corrupted. They work on their Vidhayas to know and to utilise. So the knowledge written down as Vedas never claims to be perfect, the Veda is a realisation rather than a finite set of knowledge. You never know if the written Veda is completely available or even if it is corrupted.

When I say spirits of Rishis manifest with different names and bodies. In Hinduism, no one knows who truly is the manifestation of the Rishi or God or even something evil. Even you could be a manifestation of a higher class of spirit. The literature explains spirit as both unitary and melting into a higher non-singular existence. In time of God Krishna, Ved Vyasa, Krishna’s cousin Shishupal and some other people too possessed Narayana Tattva. Shishupal was raised in a way to believe that he was the complete avatar. In his astral form, he possessed four hands like God Narayan. This raised the dispute between Krishna and Sishupala which resulted in Sishupala’s end. So it’s very hard even to determine who truly is a Rishi or not.

Spiritually we all possess something divine or evil or both. The seat of God is not reserved for holy sons and prophets. You are equally divine, and so is the whole of existence.

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What is God to you?

I was a cocky teenager. I used to make provocative statements and lived in a world of grand narratives. Sometimes, I dreamt of true harmony because we were brought up utopianists with extreme Gandhian morality as our standard. The problem people like us is that we live in our heads. If the content of our heads is allowed to become a reality, most of the time, it is seen that the other heads roll. I was a pseudo-atheist because it was cool.

Yes, yes. I met with hardships and crippling pain but that pain just made me want to spit on the face of god, if it existed. If god is something external or more correctly another individual then the relationship between God and I must be like that of any worldly relationship. For me, God could not have had the titles of judge, master, creator, guide, punisher, rewarder, conqueror, parent, partner, etcetra. For me, god had to be something more intimate. Anyway, I am not the focus here. You are.

We add titles to our names, Theist, Atheist, Agnostic, etc. Do these make any sense? So let me explain. Have you ever heard a sane human questioning does the air exists or not? Though intangible in most cases, it is felt in many ways. Nowadays, we have metrics to measure it.

Similarly, we need to have definite metrics to measure the intangible. This problem of God being out of reach and God must be approached only by the feeling of servitude the root of many evil like terrorism and better than thou begins from it. The world is separated in two, us versus them. The older literature, the first of the Ved and Tantra approaches nature and entities in a very different way. The problem is the interpretation by us. The later literature taught servitude towards the eternal but the ancient literature approaches with interrogative manner. In ancient literature, anything which exists as a separate individual is explained as a transaction. The all-mighty merciful God is a recent construct.

The Gods were raping, dominating, vengeful, stubborn, hedonistic, promiscuous and cruel. This literature is similar across the Earth. Suddenly these Gods realized we can not rule over humanity with these traits and these disguised gods came into existence. Now the biggest con in this is that ancient literature gives out methods to peek into the domain of these gods, now the people who possessed these abilities were systematically eradicated in Abrahamic societies. The people with healing abilities, people with sight into the other world, and people whose knowledge could challenge the authority of god were punished for their existence. Now, you do not have any access to the domain of the god. You are forced to believe that god is something good and worthy of your worship and every such thought that questions the authority of god is to be eliminated. Doesn’t it look like a proper con scheme?

Now let’s approach this question from a different angle. You acquired your beliefs and affiliations over time. These ideologies give you identity and there is no problem in defending your beliefs. This is part of your personal space and must be respected but just like any personal opinion, if it is exposed publically, it will be no longer protected and it will be subjected to scrutiny. It will be better that you introspect thoroughly before expressing, don’t sell your belief. “Do you believe in our lord and saviour….?”, well do you truly believe? Your beliefs must not take refuge in ambiguity and agnosticism.

There are many types of people. Some use religious doctrine to defend their identities. They do not care for the understanding of the nature of God. Their goals are either to debate, take a morally superior vantage point or find refuge in an establishment. Debate is a form of entertainment, moral superiority is a defence mechanism and refuge-seeking is a way to maintain sanity when exposed to a limitless universe.

There are a few people who are touched by something which could be called divine. Shamans, Oracles, Aveshists, Clairvoyants, and even the typical “gut feeling” people have something with a touch of divine. Now these people are vulnerable as much as they are capable. If tomorrow a spirit comes and tells you I am God, gifts you with things and after earning your trust makes you a tool of their plot. Many great humans were part of such a plot line. These humans tend to become sheep of their sheperds and sheperds in the end rob their sheep of wool, meat and lambs. Why was Abraham asked for his children?

There are very few people who possess godly capabilities. Those who understand the game and choose the path of power. They invest their time and efforts to circumvent the expanse of nature. They travel deep and above to understand the equations. These people could be deemed as walking Gods on the planet. These are rare to be seen and rarer to be taken guidance from.

Finally, there is a type even rarer than the Godly people. When you have seen joy and pain, heaven and hell, holy and heinous. When you have been through multiple cycles of it then comes an onset. Where you look for an escape or something that makes much more sense. In Dharmic religions, Mukti or freedom has multiple layers. Mukti from birth death cycles is a type of Mukti and there is also a type of Mukti where an individual no longer exists. This Mukti also becomes the goal for many. Mukti is sought by many but very few look for the underlying phenomena. Why is the current state of existence different from Mukti? This question unlocks a different layer of seeking. The term “God” could mean multiple things for multiple people but what hat does it mean to you?

So what is your relationship with God? Are you an atheist and use God as a tool for your entertainment? Do you hide in God to be safe in uncertainty? Do you have the “grace” of God on you? Do you want to become a God? or the god was a fad to you and now you look for something more deeper and truly eternal?

You can be anything, believer, or nonbeliever, you can be in a state where the word belief makes no sense. A state where you are truly adamant that god does or does not exist. In all these states just don’t lie to yourself, lie to the world just not to yourself. Do not believe in things, research till you can reach an answer. A point where you no longer have to believe. Life will never stop to intrigue you.

Where it began…

Around fourteen years ago (being written on Feb 5, 2024), I felt an extreme dispassion and disgust towards life. I also felt an urge to study Jyotish (Indian astronomy and astrology) and Tantra (Indian Occult). In the starting two years it could easily have been diagnosed as something psychological if not a psychiatric disorder.

I never imagined that I was headed towards a very different journey. The starting four years were excruciating. These included tenancies of self-harm and a lack of feeling of self-worth and one day suddenly everything was bright again. Over time layers of depth opened up. The most significant event was a particular night. It was 11:15 PM on Dec 28, 2015. Kundalini flowed through me. It is a once-in-a-lifetime experience like having your first orgasm which came as a surprise.

Let me explain what Kundalini is and what it feels like. Unlike how others mention it, the Kundalini does not feel pleasurable. It feels like something external taking control of your body. It’s chaotic, powerful and wild. It also does not feel like possession, you are in control. It is something like a fireman handling a firehose but it is inside your body. It is intentionless and propertyless energy. Just like orgasm, it is not the same second time. You expect it. Some people get to know of it somehow, and then they plan for it but again it’s not the same when you know about it. It’s just different when you do not expect it. It was so feral and overwhelming that I had to get help from experts to contain it. I will explain more about it in the coming time but I can say that it leaves you with a wonder that there is something that you could have died without experiencing and other people don’t even have a clue of its existence.

It doesn’t bring you anything good in the beginning but it can make bad things happen, initially. It’s like giving a knife to a toddler. Over time it becomes approachable and accessible by understanding but you surely will get a few cuts while trying to understand it. It is the reason why people look for a Guru. A capable Guru is very well needed for it too but give up the idea you will find a Guru. You need a type of Guru that is only for you. You need a Guru that is like a dedicated parent. A Guru with a “world view” and with multiple disciples will cause hindrance in your progress, if not serve as an impediment. You can damage yourself along the way where you will have no chance to recover and it can even harm you for lifetimes, not just this life. Seeing my initial four years made me so desperate that I just wanted an escape and the Kundalini could only serve well with such a person. Kundalini came to me like that only. Kundalini made me too desperate and then came in. A Guru must place you before his existence then only one can help another when Kundalini is considered. Once Kundalini comes in one can no longer be an atheist, unless of course one considers oneself psychologically unstable.

Another type of entity that can help you on this path is one that constantly tells you to not go on further. Kundalini is a brake-less car on a frictionless surface. Once it goes no one can stop it, even handling the direction is hard. You need someone to constantly remind you, DO NOT ACCELERATE. It’s the only thing needed from such an entity.

After some time, slowly but surely, you will have Siddhis. Now there is this idea that Siddhis are something that constitutes supernatural or paranormal abilities. I will not deny that claim but Siddhis could even give you something small yet elegant like beautiful handwriting or an astute perception and attraction towards beauty. It can make you feel content and happy. Let me explain this a bit. You have life energy flowing in you that is why you are alive. If it stops, it causes Samadhi, silence, death or coma-like states. If it flows subtly, it can cause love, beauty, cunning or similar states. If it flows forcibly, it can cause damage or change in your body. These things are very dynamic and can not be measured. Kundalini is a way you can voluntarily change your existence. It is also to be remembered that one can not have everything, a slim person can not be a fat person. Choices, alignments and sacrifices are to be made. Generally, people do a lot of preparation towards Siddhis and use them for their needs. There is nothing bad about these. There are actions and consequences. All these people who say that you do not need Siddhis, well such people either never have been in a scenario of need or had been forcibly castrated out of desire. Siddhis help you to make your life easy and beautiful. These help you in certain ways, so you can spend time on other things of value.

After Siddhis comes an understanding of what is around us. I will need several hours to explain it but here I will explain it briefly. It is a realization that I am not alone. A child is born and is brought up like he is king of the world. He is pampered and a single drop of tear is handled like something very serious has happened. Similar exclusivity is felt in the initial phases of Sadhna. You are curious, exploring, free and pampered but over time you have to realize that there are several like you. Everyone has their intentions. Some are minding their own business, some are enjoying their journey, some are good and helpful and a very big part of these relationships are transactional. You do this for me and I will do this for you. It is all natural. Scientifically, there are four main symbiotic relationships: mutualism, commensalism, parasitism, and competition. Both benefit one another, one is benefited and another has no impact, one is benefited and another one is harmed, and both are competing. You are not alone and you are not the only type of being. You have to find your place in this world. If you go in a dark alley, you can get robbed, kidnapped or killed, or nothing could happen. It all depends on the area you are exploring. Making the right decisions that all we have to learn.

In my life, the first step was depression, the second one was Kundalini, the third one was Siddhis, the fourth one was understanding of surroundings and the fifth one was the realization of the goal. See people have their ideals and gods. People think that Jesus, Krishna, Buddha or other entities of their preference are the epitome of life. See, once upon a time we all used to think that our caretakers were the most powerful beings in the world. Over time, we grew out of this feeling. Similarly, if we explore a bit more these perceptions about these epitomes might change. We live in a very unstable world, so I will choose my words wisely. God is something beyond one’s perception and certainly is powerful. Let’s say somehow we were able to bring God into some form of measurement then we could realize something more about God. So in my measurement, all these entities sitting on their mountains came into the resolution of my measurements. This is my personal opinion that these entities are not the epitome for me. Even Gods are not that fantastic, once one can see their expanse. I will not shove this thought down your throats but once we can see past the horizon the perception changes. They will always remain excellent, powerful and maybe respectable too but they might not be infinite, omnipotent and omnipresent any more.

My goal is exclusive to my existence and depends upon the current understanding which came out of my explorations. This is not your goal. In my life, I outgrew my clothes multiple times. Similarly, I outgrew my ideals and Gods along the way. I am walking towards my goal and that’s it.