The truth shall continue to exist whether you believe in it or not

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There was a NEWS channel debate. Two representatives were debating whether God Raam ate non-vegetarian food or not. One was adamant that Raam was a vegetarian and the other was fixed that Raam was not. None of the two had ever met God Raam and probably did not even feel his Tattva but both of them were sure about what they knew. In Hinduism, this state is called Mada. Mada (मद) is a state where one is stubbornly confident about his alignment regardless of what the truth is. There is also a word Mada-Masta, which translates as getting uncontrollably excited in the Mada and performing selfish or pleasurable activities without consideration from another. There is also the term Maha-Mada, Super Mada, generally, it is used to define Muhammad.

Religious fantasy author Devdutt Patnaik explains the concept of multiple truths. He explains my truth versus your truth kind of thing. For me, there are no multiple truths. There could be truth, assumptions in the pursuit of truth and fallacies. There could be multiple explanations of truth and these explanations must converge to similar understanding. True truth can remain undiscovered and unapproachable but it shall only be one. It’s not a matter of philosophy. Till Kundalini came to me, I was adamant that nothing like god could exist. Once Kundalini came, I began to wonder what it was and the implication was that there exists a field of life which was completely undiscovered and unapproachable till that point. Maximum human beings will die without experiencing what I experienced and that truth will be unapproachable to them.

Faith and belief are the assumptions that are somewhere between truth and lie. The problem with faith is that it becomes an intricate identity and people feel discomfort or threatened when their identities are proven wrong. What if the God you worshipped for years, in the ignorance of your faith, turned out to be the actual evil? The possibility of being wrong is lost in faith and that is the biggest problem. The wide concepts of God, the creation and the creator, are supposed to be the most complex topics and even in this age of science people believe that people a thousand years back understood these concepts completely. Even scientists can not boast of understanding the universe completely but some people who were told the stories by other semi-literate people take these stories as the complete truth. The secret is only revealed to the people of “faith”. Schizophrenia is considered a non-communicable disease, I must as if it truly is. Schizophrenia is transmissible by faith.

I am not an atheist. I know about the holy spirits, angels, malaikahs and the Devtas but my understanding comes from my experiences. I do not allow second-hand statements to become the definition of my life. In my understanding, these things are metered and these are not incomprehensible. You are free to call it my opinion or insanity but this is my faith. You have the full right to criticize it, I do not harm people, those who question me. Kundalini is not my property either. Many people describe it and I give my explanation too. You could also feel it if you can gain it by Shatipaath (Given by Guru), Dev Kripa (Given by Devta) or if it happens spontaneously. Neither I own it, nor I am the only source for it. For me, truth is the sanctity of life.

I am not against fantasies, faith and stories but if a fantasy defines your life then it is an issue. I am against selective acceptance too. I often met people who say that there are no ghosts, spirits and similar entities and in the next statement they say that there is something like a power that governs the universe. See to me atheism is completely fine but this hypocrisy of selective acceptance is the highest of the mischief. Let me explain why. The idea of central authority comes from religion. God is a product of religion and belief. The literature from which the “power that controls the universe” comes from that very literature defines these other entities. If someone does this selective acceptance in fear of the unknown is understandable but if someone just accepts the creator and not the creation, well such a person is just full of Mada.

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The Hierarchy and The Revolution

Since you were born, you belonged to a social stratum. You also were born with a genetic and energy makeup. These determine your identity and personality. These also determine how you will behave in a certain scenario. These estimates and the boundary of human existence fascinated generations of Jytoishies. They were fascinated with time and humans and devised methods to estimate time.

I had many encounters with Jyotish and those were enough to convince me that it works. I met various people who dedicated their lives to understanding Jyotish and they didn’t charge a penny for it. Instead, they invested capital to get resources and texts to understand the subject. Nowadays it is a billion-dollar industry that is more about self-help cons instead of actual estimations. Somewhere the actual science is still alive.

Let’s look at the fundamentals of Jyotish. It is about the estimation of the impact of subtle Galatic energies on the life of human beings. The solar system and the constellation are all located within our galaxy. When a human is born and with the first breath it is constituted that the body is fused with the cosmological alignment of that very moment. These alignments are used to determine the life of a human. Whether you like it or not, these alignments work and these could both serve as a trap or a boon.

On the other hand, the chart of birth is called Kundali. This chart maps out how the Kundalini is estimated to flow within one’s body. Kundali and Kundalini are not disconnected words. These alignments are very hard to change. Crystals, Gemstones, Yogasanas, and even Pranayamas, could help to alter the situation but nothing can truly change the base alignment.

Every day we wake up with a different face. On a particular day, we look beautiful in the mirror and some other day same face appears dull and weak but all of these changes do not make the overall face lose its original character. You walk on the street and people are still going to realize it is you. The base alignments are impossible to change.

A rock shall never behave as a liquid in the general scenario. If it is introduced to a very high temperature, it could take a molten state and flow around a bit but a rock generally does not “flow”. This is the working principle of Jyotish. These methods, Gemstones and Yogasana could force your energies to behave in a particular way but these are like crutches. These work but do not make the actual disability go away.

Now if my chart says that I will be subjected to poverty in life and even specifies a time then do I sit back and wait for it to happen? This scenario also gives rise to the free will versus determinism debate. The Jyotish and Tantra are connected. These could be taken as different fields of study but the underlying principle is the same. You could be the type of person that believes in God’s grand plan but sorry to say that I am not part of your God’s plan. I shall not fight in Krishna’s, Ram’s or Muhammad’s army. I am here to explore the depths of life. This hierarchy or deterministic future that is enforced on me shall not be the path that I will be dragged on.

This realization of the deterministic nature of human life is the beginning of a revolution where one seeks to create one’s destiny. The realization that I stand alone is not easy to cope with but the realization that I am just a pawn or NPC in the larger game hurts more. The god of Muhammad is at war to rule over this planet. It is quite evident. Well if Allah created the planet who created the Kaffirs and Mushrikeens? You are either for or against Allah’s higher ambitions. See your life is impacted by sentient entities and even by flying dead rocks floating in the sky. If the “luck” is in your favour, you will find yourself standing on top of the world. Otherwise, it will all feel like slavery.

Nobody wants to help you to escape the shackles of hierarchy that you are born with. Even your existence does not want to escape this preset. Your likes and dislikes are framed by the flow of energy within you. Now you are supposed to fight entities, flying rocks and even your very own existence. It is not easy. This fight consumed my last 14 years of life and I was on a fast track. For you, it could take lifetimes.

Now the process will be hard to explain and near impossible to perform. Here is the process. The next process is symbolically explained and deals with the utilization of a higher level of Tantra.

Even the breath you take in has an impact on us. The slightest discomfort is enough to ruin our day. So the first step is isolation and I do not talk about isolation from the social world. You have to isolate your energy system from the universe and that is impossible. We eat food and we need sunlight. These all are external energy sources. You will die, if you try this. So before isolating the system, first, we will require an untainted energy source. Now there could not be total isolation, then we will have to look for the isolation of essential elements of Shakti within the system. This will enable you to complete your life journey.

During the process, the structures and entities which withhold power over you will try to resist your progress and for that, you will have to use a method to hide yourself and that is quite impossible. This will require you not to make noise and embrace emptiness. Camouflage yourself with noise and activity in lower centres and uphold the isolation in upper centres. Anyways most of the entities and control structures are not disturbed when we follow the above-mentioned steps.

Finally, I just want to say that the fruit of wisdom is worth eating. It makes the gods stand exposed in front of you.

Where it began…

Around fourteen years ago (being written on Feb 5, 2024), I felt an extreme dispassion and disgust towards life. I also felt an urge to study Jyotish (Indian astronomy and astrology) and Tantra (Indian Occult). In the starting two years it could easily have been diagnosed as something psychological if not a psychiatric disorder.

I never imagined that I was headed towards a very different journey. The starting four years were excruciating. These included tenancies of self-harm and a lack of feeling of self-worth and one day suddenly everything was bright again. Over time layers of depth opened up. The most significant event was a particular night. It was 11:15 PM on Dec 28, 2015. Kundalini flowed through me. It is a once-in-a-lifetime experience like having your first orgasm which came as a surprise.

Let me explain what Kundalini is and what it feels like. Unlike how others mention it, the Kundalini does not feel pleasurable. It feels like something external taking control of your body. It’s chaotic, powerful and wild. It also does not feel like possession, you are in control. It is something like a fireman handling a firehose but it is inside your body. It is intentionless and propertyless energy. Just like orgasm, it is not the same second time. You expect it. Some people get to know of it somehow, and then they plan for it but again it’s not the same when you know about it. It’s just different when you do not expect it. It was so feral and overwhelming that I had to get help from experts to contain it. I will explain more about it in the coming time but I can say that it leaves you with a wonder that there is something that you could have died without experiencing and other people don’t even have a clue of its existence.

It doesn’t bring you anything good in the beginning but it can make bad things happen, initially. It’s like giving a knife to a toddler. Over time it becomes approachable and accessible by understanding but you surely will get a few cuts while trying to understand it. It is the reason why people look for a Guru. A capable Guru is very well needed for it too but give up the idea you will find a Guru. You need a type of Guru that is only for you. You need a Guru that is like a dedicated parent. A Guru with a “world view” and with multiple disciples will cause hindrance in your progress, if not serve as an impediment. You can damage yourself along the way where you will have no chance to recover and it can even harm you for lifetimes, not just this life. Seeing my initial four years made me so desperate that I just wanted an escape and the Kundalini could only serve well with such a person. Kundalini came to me like that only. Kundalini made me too desperate and then came in. A Guru must place you before his existence then only one can help another when Kundalini is considered. Once Kundalini comes in one can no longer be an atheist, unless of course one considers oneself psychologically unstable.

Another type of entity that can help you on this path is one that constantly tells you to not go on further. Kundalini is a brake-less car on a frictionless surface. Once it goes no one can stop it, even handling the direction is hard. You need someone to constantly remind you, DO NOT ACCELERATE. It’s the only thing needed from such an entity.

After some time, slowly but surely, you will have Siddhis. Now there is this idea that Siddhis are something that constitutes supernatural or paranormal abilities. I will not deny that claim but Siddhis could even give you something small yet elegant like beautiful handwriting or an astute perception and attraction towards beauty. It can make you feel content and happy. Let me explain this a bit. You have life energy flowing in you that is why you are alive. If it stops, it causes Samadhi, silence, death or coma-like states. If it flows subtly, it can cause love, beauty, cunning or similar states. If it flows forcibly, it can cause damage or change in your body. These things are very dynamic and can not be measured. Kundalini is a way you can voluntarily change your existence. It is also to be remembered that one can not have everything, a slim person can not be a fat person. Choices, alignments and sacrifices are to be made. Generally, people do a lot of preparation towards Siddhis and use them for their needs. There is nothing bad about these. There are actions and consequences. All these people who say that you do not need Siddhis, well such people either never have been in a scenario of need or had been forcibly castrated out of desire. Siddhis help you to make your life easy and beautiful. These help you in certain ways, so you can spend time on other things of value.

After Siddhis comes an understanding of what is around us. I will need several hours to explain it but here I will explain it briefly. It is a realization that I am not alone. A child is born and is brought up like he is king of the world. He is pampered and a single drop of tear is handled like something very serious has happened. Similar exclusivity is felt in the initial phases of Sadhna. You are curious, exploring, free and pampered but over time you have to realize that there are several like you. Everyone has their intentions. Some are minding their own business, some are enjoying their journey, some are good and helpful and a very big part of these relationships are transactional. You do this for me and I will do this for you. It is all natural. Scientifically, there are four main symbiotic relationships: mutualism, commensalism, parasitism, and competition. Both benefit one another, one is benefited and another has no impact, one is benefited and another one is harmed, and both are competing. You are not alone and you are not the only type of being. You have to find your place in this world. If you go in a dark alley, you can get robbed, kidnapped or killed, or nothing could happen. It all depends on the area you are exploring. Making the right decisions that all we have to learn.

In my life, the first step was depression, the second one was Kundalini, the third one was Siddhis, the fourth one was understanding of surroundings and the fifth one was the realization of the goal. See people have their ideals and gods. People think that Jesus, Krishna, Buddha or other entities of their preference are the epitome of life. See, once upon a time we all used to think that our caretakers were the most powerful beings in the world. Over time, we grew out of this feeling. Similarly, if we explore a bit more these perceptions about these epitomes might change. We live in a very unstable world, so I will choose my words wisely. God is something beyond one’s perception and certainly is powerful. Let’s say somehow we were able to bring God into some form of measurement then we could realize something more about God. So in my measurement, all these entities sitting on their mountains came into the resolution of my measurements. This is my personal opinion that these entities are not the epitome for me. Even Gods are not that fantastic, once one can see their expanse. I will not shove this thought down your throats but once we can see past the horizon the perception changes. They will always remain excellent, powerful and maybe respectable too but they might not be infinite, omnipotent and omnipresent any more.

My goal is exclusive to my existence and depends upon the current understanding which came out of my explorations. This is not your goal. In my life, I outgrew my clothes multiple times. Similarly, I outgrew my ideals and Gods along the way. I am walking towards my goal and that’s it.